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I'm doing my best)
Breakfast: yoghurt, cheese, green tea.
Lunch: tea and half of an apple.
Supper: salad and tea.
Today I went to the cinema to watch 'Nowhere boy" and I quite liked it: small McCartney is love)))

project

Well, frankly, I think I have made a good start in my "Bridget Jones+Carrie Bradshaw" (BJCB) project.

Today I woke up at 9:00.

For breakfast: an egg, yoghurt, green tea and a loaf of rye bread with cheese.

For lunch (this is a little bit funny): blended cucumber and tomato, an apple, green tea.

For supper: ice-cream (oh gosh!).

The think that makes me suffer is a self-made prohibition to eat after 18:00. It is incredibly hard.

I'LL MANAGE! I'M BECOMING SLIMMER AND SLIMMER EACH DAY!

I've made a decision.

Since now I say goodbye to:

- oversleeping

- eating too much

- spending a lot of time indoors.

And I say hello to:

- timemanagement

- sports

- writing everyday about how my experiment is going.

The main idea of this programme is to (its not original, actually) get rid of several kilos.

So the starting-point is the following:

Height: 173 centimetres

Weight: 65 kg

Proportions: 104 x 78 x 97

Interest

How does it happen that the 80% of people who seem interesting to me are not interested in me? I mean they do not ignore me, we spend a lot of time together and we have fun, but they like only to speak about themselves. They never ask any questions about my preferences and interests. When I come across such guys I just put up with it and explore their minds, uncover their thoughts and study what they believe in. It is tremendously interesting but remebering that human nature is egoistic, I also like when sometimes people are interested in me.

Exams, Eurovision, life

During the period of exams my room becomes absolute chaos and I hate it but can do nothing. Well, there is no empty bottles of cola or any other stuff like that but books, loads of books, and paper with my handwriting. Probably some time ago I thought this information on the paper is gonna be useful. No way! It irritates me! I still have 6 exams left. my french language is tomorrow.

And by the way I am quite close now to share the opinion that when you become successful at work, you have various projects to work on, etc, your private life is nearly ruined. Damn, the lack of moderation in official and personal sides of life is the main reason of this. But show me a moderate young person and I'll probably tell you it is anomaly. So, as "Modern Talking" used to sing, "we can win the race", I'll cope with everything and restore my private life and lower the pace of working. Summer is closer than ever, in such moments we shall relax, have fun and fall in love, shan't we?)

I watched the Eurovision contest last night and I quite agree that the girl from Germany was the original one. I also liked Dutch duet a lot. About Petr Nalich I can say I also liked his perfomance and his song, actually, this year was the 1st time I didn't feel any shame about the competitor from my country. 

Words erotic

It is widely known that the power of words is immense, but I've recently came across an interesting quotation which made me think about words in a rather different way.

"This is something that has concerned me most of my sexual life-which began late, I must announce to this select company. In the same way the sexual pleasure of conversation came to me only after I was married. I had never thought words erotic. Sometimes I really do like to talk more than fuck. Sentences. Buckets of this buckets of that and then buckets of this again. The trouble with words is that you can really talk yourself into a corner. Whereas you can't fuck yourself into a corner."

Caravaggio
"The English Patient"
Michael Ondaatje

The reason

Well, it would be certainly right to set the scene a bit and explain, why I changed the blog's style. At first I planned to write daily posts with photos of Moscow but I failed to cope with the pace I chose. So I decided tht the main aim of this blog  wiil be to let the steam of and share some of my thoughts and views. Probably, there's gonna be some personal-emotion ravings, combined with up-to-date information observing. I'm not going to try to enlarge the audience of my journal: if you wish to stay, I would appreciate it, if you do not - it would be understandable.

I'm afraid.

 I have some "girlish" fears and phobias. For example, I am really worried about getting the weight on. Well, I am not Thumbelina and I wouldn't like to resemble her, but still sometimes I hesitate. I know that I am not fat, I know for sure, but when I feel dissatisfied with myself I start criticising my own appearance. Damn, I know it is harmful for a self-estimation! However, this criticising doesn't prevent me from eating in the evening (probably because I usually come home at about 21:00 and I'm hungry). I do exercises regularly and I wish I could grow thiner.

It is monorail train road in Ostankino. I believe the same thing in Britain is called DRL or something like this, I'm not sure. It's really convenient and allows to enjoy the scenery but 100% unsuitable in the historical part of Moscow.

It seems I am falling in love with my best friend. I shouldn't. Its complicated...